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my computer is broken so i am waiting for the new one to deliver. it's a pain in the ass. how can modern people live without a pc? yes, we can but it's just more difficult. now i am using my brother's computer to check emails, go online. don't know why i am talking nonsense here. probably because i am bored. took a nap around 7 pm and got up at 11pm. very happy to know that there's no class tomorrow so what can i do? called a couple friends, either no answer or busy so just bought some beer, drinking alone, watching some crap movies on tv. not much, nothing much happening. same as in life. nothing much. this is probably my problem? nothing to look forward to. every day is the same day, same depressing day. maybe i am the depressing one instead of saying life is depressing?
had an argument with the doctor today. i knew i wouldn't like him when i first saw him but still i need some sleeping pills. well, he asked me why i was repeating all these and instead of stopping when it began. kind of asking why are you choosing suffering? you asked for that? can't stand that? can someone control one's thinking? is life that easy? if it is then he won't have any clients anyway. stupid doc.
well, time to test the pills. the one i was taking was from this damn hospital and the doctors in australia were against to that but didn't tell me why. i just discovered it myself from a terrible experience. you do stupid things and do have any memories afterwards. i woke up discovered some cuts on my wrist and i had no memories of doing that. that's why i need new sleeping pills! how can doctors still give out this god damn medicine in taiwan? this makes me angry. well, the typhoon is coming and i should get some good sleep, hopefully without waking up finding more cuts on my wrist.
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