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I haven't written in English for a while but I have to since I am in Cairns using a public computer.
 
I couldn't believe what I did. I arrived around noon then took a nap. After working around the city, I came back to the hostel for the free Barbie then go back to sleep at 6pm. Woke up around 10pm. Basically I spent most of my time sleeping while I am here. Well, that's what I have to do.
 
For the past few days, no, weeks, I have been working on my assignments, the research project. Then I had to pack and send some boxes home, then clean the room and move out. Oh my goodness, I think I became old and ugly after all these days and so exhausted. It's really nice that I had some good sleep today. Even though I think I should discover a bit about this city but just have zero energy. Besides, I got up at 3.30 am this moring. And didn't have enough sleep for the past few days. I kind of feel I won't want to go anywhere or travel for a long long time.
 
Cairns is a small tourist town. It's winter and today it's Sunday and it's very quiet in a nice way. Before I came here, I heard it's really boring so I was a bit worried. But I guess it's just like any places in the world, if you are in a good mood and enjoy every single little thing in your life, then there's no boring place but boring people. I became a philosopher again. I don't love it but I like it so far. Not very exciting in the city. The exciting part needed to spend some money and go a bit out of town and that's what I will do in the next few days i guess.
 
Going home soon but not very excited, not very sad. I don't really feel a lot these days and I am not sure this is good or bad or just the way it is. A bit scary, I guess. Perhaps when i go home, no one wants to hang out with me. Also, everyone has their life without me for such a long time, can I find a place to fit in? I hope so. I think I know my friends enough and besides, I do have enough friends in Taiwan so if it doesn't work out, I can move on to the next and there are always new friends! Be positive!
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