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What do I believe? I don't know. Every time I listen to NPR's "this I believe", I asked myself this question but I have no answer. I asked friends on facebook but haven't heard from anyone. I just wrote down my own answer: nothing. sad but true. Sometimes I wish there were something I truly believe and could hold on to but I haven't found it. I can't want to like to myself or fool myself. I used to think that I believe in myself but I don't. I am just so unreliable, unpredictable and unstable.
If you cannot find something there to hang on or ask help for, it is really difficult. You kind of lose your faith. Well, not sure if I have faith in anything at all. Why am I feeling so down today? Not sure why. The terrible weather definitely has something to do with it. Also it's the last week of this semester. I could not get any answer right in class today. I think I became stupid and lost faith in myself.
Hard to move on when you have nothing in your life you can hold on to. I don't know why I am okay in front of people but now I am just so sad that I can't take it. What's wrong? or nothing wrong, i am just lazy.
how can i put myself together to produce something, at least finish my assignments and have some good time here.
How can I live until so old and have no clue about what to do with my life, how to deal with problems?
bad mood? not really. just frustrated that i can't get things through. sigh sigh sigh.
If you cannot find something there to hang on or ask help for, it is really difficult. You kind of lose your faith. Well, not sure if I have faith in anything at all. Why am I feeling so down today? Not sure why. The terrible weather definitely has something to do with it. Also it's the last week of this semester. I could not get any answer right in class today. I think I became stupid and lost faith in myself.
Hard to move on when you have nothing in your life you can hold on to. I don't know why I am okay in front of people but now I am just so sad that I can't take it. What's wrong? or nothing wrong, i am just lazy.
how can i put myself together to produce something, at least finish my assignments and have some good time here.
How can I live until so old and have no clue about what to do with my life, how to deal with problems?
bad mood? not really. just frustrated that i can't get things through. sigh sigh sigh.
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