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It's a strange day. Very strange. I was late for the yoga class and they would not let me in because there were already 28 students. Another guy couldn't get in either and he was complaining to the receptionist but I was just too disappointed to say anything. Then I went to see the lecturer to pick up some handouts of next week's reading. I like him a lot. He's a very nice person and he's been to Taiwan! He even showed me the picture today of him giving a speech in Kaoshung. Anyways, I was very frustrated on Thursday because I just didn't understand what's going on in class and the tutor couldn't explain it well. I became quite offensive and I didn't like that at all. Since I thought he's quite nice, perhaps he could give me some good opinions. But I started to cry and couldn't finish my question. It's so embarrassing! I am 36 years old but I still cry so easily. So hard to explain and really embarrassing. I don't know what other teachers would think but it didn't seem bother him. He's really nice and gave some good suggestions and lent me a book.
I think I am really lucky that I always get help when I need. But the most important thing is that I have to ask for help.
Then I went to the doctor and to my surprise, she just agreed to change my medication. Also I went to a library to borrow some Chinese books and I finished one already. It's strange. I feel so lost now that I don't know what I am doing, what I am writing.
It's a strange day and I really don't know what's going on. I bought a lot of snacks and ate a bit of everything but I still feel empty. It's just so strange.
I read the things I wrote earlier and started to laugh. The world sucks? Ha ha, the truth is I suck!
Feel a bit lonely but not too bad. With some people, I just can't communicate but that's okay too. It's a strange day. I feel happy, lucky, positive, but also sad, lonely, lost. All the feelings mix together. It's fun, isn't it.
Since I am going to try a new medicine, I will not take any medicine for two days then start the new one. Have to be very careful about my moods. Better not call or talk to people much.
i am not unhappy but i am not happy. i feel empty, lost. nothing means anything. down down down.
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It's a strange day. Very strange. I was late for the yoga class and they would not let me in because there were already 28 students. Another guy couldn't get in either and he was complaining to the receptionist but I was just too disappointed to say anything. Then I went to see the lecturer to pick up some handouts of next week's reading. I like him a lot. He's a very nice person and he's been to Taiwan! He even showed me the picture today of him giving a speech in Kaoshung. Anyways, I was very frustrated on Thursday because I just didn't understand what's going on in class and the tutor couldn't explain it well. I became quite offensive and I didn't like that at all. Since I thought he's quite nice, perhaps he could give me some good opinions. But I started to cry and couldn't finish my question. It's so embarrassing! I am 36 years old but I still cry so easily. So hard to explain and really embarrassing. I don't know what other teachers would think but it didn't seem bother him. He's really nice and gave some good suggestions and lent me a book.
I think I am really lucky that I always get help when I need. But the most important thing is that I have to ask for help.
Then I went to the doctor and to my surprise, she just agreed to change my medication. Also I went to a library to borrow some Chinese books and I finished one already. It's strange. I feel so lost now that I don't know what I am doing, what I am writing.
It's a strange day and I really don't know what's going on. I bought a lot of snacks and ate a bit of everything but I still feel empty. It's just so strange.
I read the things I wrote earlier and started to laugh. The world sucks? Ha ha, the truth is I suck!
Feel a bit lonely but not too bad. With some people, I just can't communicate but that's okay too. It's a strange day. I feel happy, lucky, positive, but also sad, lonely, lost. All the feelings mix together. It's fun, isn't it.
Since I am going to try a new medicine, I will not take any medicine for two days then start the new one. Have to be very careful about my moods. Better not call or talk to people much.
i am not unhappy but i am not happy. i feel empty, lost. nothing means anything. down down down.
cheer up cheer up cheer up cheer up cheer up cheer cheer up cheer up cheer up cheer up cheer up cheer up cheer up cheer up
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