How come everything lost its meaning overnight? I have no motives to do anything and it just doesn't make sense. I have a bad headache when I woke up this morning and there's no exception that I have a headache when things just don't go well in my life. It's hard to say where it went wrong and actually it seems like nothing wrong at all. Then what the hell is going on here?
I don't know. I only give myself little time to think about this now since i have a lot of reading to do. I have my translation work which I put it off for three or four weeks and I feel bad even though there's no deadline.
Meaning is very important to me. I don't want to do anything which has no meaning so I will have to find the meaning before I can do anything and if I don't then I just stop there doing nothing. Or even if I do it, I don't feel happy because it means nothing. Can this be understood?
I had so many weird dreams last night. One is that my sister has a new-born baby girl and she has serious problems so the doctor told us something very cruel like let the baby die by doing something i forgot. No surprise I woke up with a bad headache with a dream like this.
Should read something then go to yoga class, always feel better after yoga class but after that i have to go to a class i don't really appreciate the way the teacher teaches. Well, this is life. end this here
I really like myself a lot and it's a wonderful feeling. I consider
myself a helpful, sincere, honest, passionate and spontaneous person.
Well, and silly in many ways but I like that too.
I think I am well loved by my friends and family. My nephew and
niece love me because I read them bedtime stories, took them to the
zoo, and make chocolate cookies with them.
After working with my English boss for four years, I have a well,
some people say good some people say bad sense of humor and it all
depends you like it or not.
I am from Taiwan so my friends and family are all back home. I am
studying my master degree, which is a one and a half year course. I am
looking for someone who I can have an interesting talk in different
topics and do some fun things together.
Appearance is important but not the most important thing. I found a
man who loves his job is often very attractive. A man who is kind to
children and animals cannot be a bad guy. A man who loves his friends
and family is a responsible man. I appreciate someone who shares the
same value and respect me as who I am. No one is perfect but you have
to accept yourself as who you are and even if you don't understand
others, you can respect others as who they are.
If I find something here, I might stay but if not, I will just go
home in a year. But before I leave, I really would like to get to know
more about this land and people here and that's why I am using this
service.
This is what I wrote on my profile on match.com this morning. Silly. Yes, i am a silly girl lives in this silly world.
Still have a bad headache and skip this afternoon's class. Well, I went to the yoga class which was great again but I didn't really feel like going to this afternoon's interpreting class. I was there but the teacher was late for 10 minutes then I decided to leave. My excuse was I have a bad headache but the truth is I just lost the meaning to be there again. It's bad that this happen again but I know too well that if I were there now, I would probably start to cry and feel even worse. My doctor probably would say that I am thinking very negatively and that's why I feel bad and it's a ill cycle. Well, not sure how much truth in that but I know myself well enough now that I know how I would feel instead of making myself feel how I feel. Does this make sense? I think I need a nap.
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