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windows live is definitely not designed to be user friendly. i don't know why but it just jumped to this english mode, not that i have problems reading english, it's just annoying, yes, that's the word, annoying.
i was in a very good mood today. woke up at 12 pm, prepared class, went to have a facial then dinner at school 5 then went to teach 2 classes. it's only 3 hours but it's really tiring. i am exhausted though i don't think i've done much today. so busy fooling around everywhere, oh, i bought a pair of jeans, after trying for 7 or 8 pairs, then almost bought another dress but it's good that they closed at 10 pm so i didn't have much time to try more.
i know well why i was in a good mood at the very beginning of the day and also why i feel down again in the end of the day. same, same, same old reason every time. great expectation, great disappointment, never failed. the only thing which never fails in life is that you'll be disappointed by the end of the day with great expectation, ha ha. life life life. what a beautiful life.
listening to the raido about if money can bring people happiness. well, the answer as everyone should know, it's only to some extent, the rest, it depends. married people are happier. but the interesting question is that are people happy because they are married or is marriage the source which brings happiness? just like people in a relationship seem happier. is that because they are finally in a relationship instead of being alone or the relationship brings them happiness?
so tired now. was advised that there are still many good people around, you just need to find them. ha ha ha, like i don't know that. yes, good guys are either married, in a relationship, or they are gay, as every single woman in taipei know. or perhaps there are some extinct good guys somewhere out there. well, the point is not about whether they exist or not but where to find them? how to find them? it's so much easier said than done. i can say that too. of course, there's true love, you just need to try hard to find it.
well, i am angry, a bit, not too much but i can see that. why? of course, i know why. my least favorite thing in the world is to hear people say things when they don't mean it, they are just saying it but i always believe whatever people say to me and it's so easy to fool me. in the end, i find it difficult to trust people and believe what people say to me but then that's really really sad. it makes me feel worse. so i decided to trust and believe whatever people say to me. so stupid. and people do this so often though they don't mean to hurt your feelings but eventually they do.
how about me? do i say things when i don't mean it? almost never, or only in a joking way that people will know that i don't mean it. but do i do everything i say? no, i don't. there are so many reasons why we don't do things we want to do so then it's easy to understand other people's mentality then.... whatsoever. so so tired. time for bed.
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