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start to cry and i know exactly why. i am exhausted and took my sleeping pill about two hours ago. i am supposed to be in bed now but i was chatting with friends on the msn and writing an email.

i woke up this morning wondering what i said to another friend on the msn was a dream or reality. it's really annoying not to remember what you did. then i started to wonder why we haver another mind which do things we don't even remember. is that what so called subconsciousness. did the sleeping pill and alcohol suppress our consciousness, so we do crazy things, say stupid things we don't remember after we take sleeping pills. so which part of our mind is working. so if my consciousness is asleep now, then maybe i won't remember what i write  by the time i wake up tomorrow. as a matter of fact, this happened so many times before. interesting. so which one is me? which one is not me? both are me?

so so tired. go to bed now.
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