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I can't believe that I made chocolate chip cookies today after I finished all the shortbread I made yesterday! Those very yummy cookies are staring at me now, saying "Eat me! Eat me!" I have to bring them to school and share them with my classmates tomorrow. Otherwise, I will be too fat for any of my clothes very soon(now all my clothes are tight!) In fact, I was thinking about making rosemary twists but when I saw the chocolate chips in the cupboard, I just couldn't resist to make some to go with my coffee.

Now I remember why I made those yummy cookies: I wanted to drink some coffee after dinner but couldn't find anything to go with the coffee. I don't think there are many crazy people would do things like this. Well, also that's because I am in Australia, living far far away from convenience stores. If I were in Taiwan, I would probably just have walked to 7-11 around the corner to buy some crackers, cookies or chips or whatever I like in the night market. Sigh!

I should read the articles we are going to discuss in class tomorrow but in fact I was reading Jamie Oliver's "Cook with Oliver" again and suddenly this thought came to my mind: I love cooking so much! I didn't know how much I like cooking until then. If a person can read a cook book like a regular book from page 1 to the last page and want to try to make most of the dishes, there's no doubt the person loves cooking. Why didn't I find this out earlier then I would go to a cooking school and learn how to cook. My grandparents and my mom were both very good cooks so I probably have all the genes to be a good cook.

Is that possible to find any scholarship for cooking school? Translation and interpreting doesn't seems like my cup of tea. I think I will be very happy cooking and eating every day. Wait a minute. But if I have to cook for 50 people or more the same dishes every day, will I still enjoy it that much? I don't know. I guess this world is fair in some way that you won't always get what you want but you can always enjoy what you do.

So tired now. I should go to bed soon even though I just read one page out of 23 pages for tomorrow's class. I think Avanza works pretty well on me. I feel normal and haven't had this feeling for a long long time. However, I am also a bit nervous and worried that I don't know when I will be down again. Look around my room, it's clean and organized. When I am doing fine like now, I am pretty organized and in fact, I have to be in this situation so I can do a lot of things. The problem is that this normally doesn't last long. I don't know why but everything in my life will be chaotic again in a few days then I will have to start over again and somehow I am trapped in this never ending cycle. Scary.

My eyes are closing, really need to see Mr. Chou soon. 99.
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