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sleepy but also don't feel like sleeping. very tired with a headache. it seems like nothing's going anywhere and i have a lot to do tomorrow but don't know what im doing now. not sure what to say either but need to write something. doing nothing meaningful but just can't stop. saying stupid things making myself angry later. stupid. this is not silly, it's stupid then i'll be angry at myself by tomorrow cause i'll be exhausted. calm down. relax and go to bed.
lonely. perhaps that's what this kind of cold gloomy days makes me feel. extremely lonely. loneliness isn't a bad thing but when it's too much, everywhere then it's scary. when you are surrounded by it and cannot breathe.should go to bed cause i'm talking nonsense again. hope i'll be able to sleep and won't have any nightmares
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