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a bit sick but stop coughing. strange. due the a lot of sleep, got some good rest?

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I knew I would feel down after coming back from Taiwan but still having a hard time dealing with it. Life's like this.

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Time flies. It's been almost a week since I came back. One more week then I am going back to Australia. I don't think I will be able to meet all the friends I want to see because everyone's busy and I am lazy.

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that's what my doctor said about me and i guess it's not far from truth.

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It's strange that I was not excited about going home and I don't feel excited to be home. It's a really strange feeling that I feel like I just went somewhere for a few days then coming back and there's almost no distance between the time I left and now. I remember when I came back from Europe for a month, I missed so much about Taiwanese food and it took me a while to get used to the life even though I was only away for a month. I left for almost 8 months but I felt like I have never left. Strange.

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Something must have gone wrong in my body. It's reasonable that I gained weight because I've been eating a lot lately but when my weight went from 58.5 kg to 59.5 kg to 61.5 kg in three days, there must be something wrong. Three kilograms in two days is just too much. My heart pounds when I walk fast from my house to school, which didn't happen before. I feel my whole body is swollen, my skin is tight and my knees hurt a lot if I stand for a bit longer. What's the word I learned from my interpreting class the other day? I forgot. It describes a person who always worries about getting sick but they aren't as a matter of fact. Perhaps I just ate too much?

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It's funny how we see only what we want to see. I had a few friends wrote me back and said that it's too bad that I am going home. What? Then I realized that they thought I am going home for good. In fact, I said in the end of my email that I am leaving on September 17th and coming back on September 30th. I guess I complained too much so everyone just assumed I am going home for good. Well, I guess I'll just write another email to tell people or they will figure it out when I go home anyway.

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I am crying. Sigh. I know this will happen so no surprise but still can't deal with it well. Well, like the doctor said, everyone has their bad day. I really can't ask more.

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I can't believe that I made chocolate chip cookies today after I finished all the shortbread I made yesterday! Those very yummy cookies are staring at me now, saying "Eat me! Eat me!" I have to bring them to school and share them with my classmates tomorrow. Otherwise, I will be too fat for any of my clothes very soon(now all my clothes are tight!) In fact, I was thinking about making rosemary twists but when I saw the chocolate chips in the cupboard, I just couldn't resist to make some to go with my coffee.

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I woke up 20 minutes ago and still felt like I am in my dream. I wonder if Avanza is just another kind of sleeping pill instead of anti-depressant. I feel exactly how I felt when I took too many sleeping pills the day before: totally under the influence of sleeping pills.

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  • Aug 24 Fri 2007 13:55
  • busy

Busy, busy, busy! When you sleep 12 hours or sometimes up to 20 hours a day, there's no doubt you will be busy afterwards.

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I hate taking new medicine and it's always terrible the first few days. Since Lovan didn't work too well after three months, the doctor prescribed Avanza, which is a new drug with few side effects. Well, I still woke up at 2 am, 5 am and 7 am this morning but I couldn't get up until 11.30 and I don't like it.

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I hope I am not too mean by putting this on my blog but it's just so funny. Well, and as I said earlier that the function of a blog is to entertain or to give information. I just think this will help my students if they ever need to write a love letter. It's a pretty good, funny one.
 

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  • Aug 17 Fri 2007 19:19
  • lost

Lost.

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Have to be very careful to choose a movie to watch next time when I don't feel too well. If these walls could talk is just too sad to watch.

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Listening to the radio news and it says that a typhoon is approaching Taiwan. Well, I feel a typhoon is approaching me too or perhaps there's a typhoon coming out from me?

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This morning when I woke up, I found everything lost its meaning again and that's very scary so I jumped out of bed then fixed myself something to eat to calm myself down. Then I think I have to write something here before I can do anything else because it's just such a bad feeling and I wondered why.

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It's 7 am Saturday morning. In fact, I was up at five but I didn't want to get out of bed. Why do I only get four hours sleep every day even though I prefer more? Well, think of it as a positive way, the chance can be that I have a long reading list waiting for me this semester and that's why I am up so early, so I can just my time well. Ha ha. It'd better be.

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It's 6 am and I tried not to be too frustrated since i went to bed around 12 am and woke up around 4 but was still in bed until 5 then I got up and fooled around for an hour.

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went to see the psychiatrist today and we discussed about my anxiety. decided to write down my thoughts when i am anxious so i have something to do to distract my anxiety. that sounds like a good idea.

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